[Vincent van Gogh, L'église d'Auvers-sur-Oise, vue du chevet; public domain]
Show me your true church, Christ.
This is the petition made in Donne’s Holy Sonnet 18.
I have taught this poem for years and when doing so, I’ve tended to treat it as a poetic treatment of an academic or even a doctrinal question.
So detached was I.
But no longer.
I return to this poem today with the realization that I am asking the Lord the same questions.
Show me dear Christ, thy spouse so bright and clear.
What! is it she which on the other shore
Goes richly painted? or which, robb'd and tore,
Laments and mourns in Germany and here?
Sleeps she a thousand, then peeps up one year?
Is she self-truth, and errs? now new, now outwore?
Doth she, and did she, and shall she evermore
On one, on seven, or on no hill appear?
Dwells she with us, or like adventuring knights
First travel we to seek, and then make love?
Betray, kind husband, thy spouse to our sights,
And let mine amorous soul court thy mild Dove,
Who is most true and pleasing to thee then
When she is embrac'd and open to most men.
Writing during a time when the Church was fracturing all around the globe, writing when he himself had turned from the church at Rome to the one at Canterbury, and when he was witnessing so many reflections of Christ’s bride being displayed in various places and ways, Donne begs Christ, “show me … thy spouse.”
Is Christ’s bride that woman “on the other shore” (France, which was primarily Roman Catholic during Donne’s lifetime, is visible from England), the one who is “richly painted”? The imagery of heavy makeup is, of course, associated with both the wealth and ornamentation of the Roman Catholic church and with harlotry. But notice that the poem is not accusatory here. The question is sincere.
So too are all the questions that follow.
Is your spouse one of those ravished and robbed—one from the Protestant church of Germany or England?1 Does the true church simply sleep for a thousand years only to awaken and emerge for one?2 Is she full of truth or error? Is she worn out by time, outdated and irrelevant, or is she ever new? Is Christ’s church on one hill, seven, or none?3 Is she already here present with us or is she only in the seeking in the way medieval knights must give chase to their lovers—in other words, is she real or ideal? Present or future?
The questions end and another petition to Christ begins the poem’s conclusion.
The speaker begs Christ to “betray” his bride by revealing her “to our sights.” This word, “betray,” is crucial to the metaphorical conceit as it continues. The speaker seeks to “court” the bride of Christ with his “amorous soul.” He wants the church. He desires her. And he uses the same marital/sexual metaphor to express the union he seeks that the Bible itself uses.
Ephesians 5:22-33, for example, describes Christ as bridegroom to the church, his bride. 2 Corinthians 11:1-4 says that Christ is the husband of all believers. And Revelation 19:7-8 and 21:9-11 also refer to the church as the bride of Christ.
Drawing from this biblical imagery, Holy Sonnet 18 is, perhaps, where Donne combines the holy and the erotic most completely-most consummately.
The last two lines of the sonnet bring the metaphor home with a stunning paradox: the “bright and clear” bride of Christ, these lines argue, is “most true and pleasing” to the Lord “when she is embraced and open to most men.” (This imagery reflects a similar paradox in the closing lines of “Batter My Heart, Three-Person’d God,” which state, “... I, / Except you enthrall me, never shall be free, / Nor ever chaste, except you ravish me.”)
To be clear, in the context of the seventeenth century church and his own life, Donne is here ecumenical not universalist (“most” men, not all). Yet within that context—a period during which men (including Donne himself) were imprisoned for being part of one church rather than the other and when others were tortured, burned at the stake, or worse—Donne’s appeal to a “promiscuous” and “open” church is as modest as it is radical.
But I think the most compelling aspect of this poem is not the character of the bride as much as it is the character of the one seeking her.
The one asking Christ to show forth his spouse is “an amorous soul.”
This phrase is part of the sexual imagery in the central metaphor. But the sexual imagery is just the comparison, not the thing being compared to it.
The “amorous soul” is not a soul burning with lust who is looking for sexual satisfaction. The speaker says of the bride that she is a “mild Dove.” The dove is a symbol, of course, of the Holy Spirit, but also of peace, purity, and love. This is what the amorous soul seeks. This is a soul who, in being drawn to beauty, is seeking the true source of all beauty—all truth, all goodness.
I have written much on the polarization and politicization that marks the church today. I lament this as I know many of my readers do as well.
And yet, let us be reminded that both within the church and without it are amorous souls, souls who desire, like Donne, like me, to see the spouse of Christ, clearly and brightly.
Witnessing Donne wrestle centuries ago with the very things I (and so many others) have been asking in recent days is revelatory, exhilarating, affirming, and chastening (there really is nothing new under the sun, is there?). It is all of these at once. So very many of us have been asking these questions. They are not original.
Yet, they are important. Like Donne, we must ask them. And like Donne, we must ask Christ to show us the answers. We must ask Christ to show us his spouse—and to refuse in the meantime to embrace her imposters.
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Here we conclude this cycle of lessons on John Donne.
And now it’s summer break at The Priory, at least in terms of readings. Next week I will reflect on the one-year anniversary of this newsletter. Then I will continue my series on platform and publishing. You can take some time off from the reading—or better yet, catch up on anything you missed! Stay tuned for next readings in this series surveying British literature.
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"Absolutely unmixed attention is prayer.”4
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BOOK NOTE:
I was introduced to the work of Rachel Dodge with her lovely 2018 book, Praying with Jane: 31 Days through the Prayers of Jane Austen.
Well, a couple weeks ago I was introduced to Rachel Dodge herself when the bookstore where she works, Landmark Booksellers in Franklin, Tennessee, hosted me for a most lovely evening talk and book signing. While I was there, Rachel gave me one of the books in her series of devotionals based on classic literature.
Thank you, Rachel, for The Little Women Devotional and for your work!
